frenz_4ever

Power of love

2011-04-08T07:47:00.000-07:00

No matter how much resentment i feel towards you(albeit not all the time), how much I disapprove of your actions(albeit not all the time), how much unhappiness I have begrudge against you(albeit not all the time), I still love you. This is the power of the bond between us as a family. Life should be happy, it should always be. I am happy. Are you?

Games

2011-04-07T00:59:00.000-07:00

I adore RPGs(role playing games). They usually come with fantastic storyline and unexpected twists and turns that it never fails to make me feel adrenaline rush and fascinated. The latest one that I played is Kingdom hearts: Birth by sleep. Once I get my hands on a RPG, I get hooked on it so badly that I could just play it the whole day. Well, I only have to make sure that my game consoles are far away from me during exams- this is so extremely important.

Anyone care for a game?

Why don't you GET IT?

2011-04-05T04:14:00.000-07:00

Why. don't. you. get. it? Two families can never be one. Well maybe it can but for this special case, i can tell you IT. CANNOT. BE. ONE. Why? Because you caused a crack, a non-curable crack within this family. So don't expect us to live like a normal family with the outsiders because outsiders can never become a family- not as long as there is a crack.

Maybe someday it can but I doubt it's going to be anytime soon.

To my dearest Stanley

2011-04-02T07:18:00.000-07:00

You know, friendship really takes two hands to clap. If both parties bother, the friendship will blossom through time and space. No matter how much time has passed, the friendship remains. It is such a great comfort to know that my China friends are amongst the ones who bother. Today is such a day that i am reminded of how deep and precious our friendship is.

Do you know? We have known each other for 5 years. The end of this year will mark the 6. Throughout the 5 years, we have only met each other(PHYSICALLY) for less than a month. In 2006, we met them for 1 and a half week. In 2007, it's 2 weeks. Goodness gracious, it's even less than a month. But look how strong our friendship stands. Even till today, we are still in contact with each other- taking the time and effort to msn, sms and email.

I am very thankful for these friends. A friendship that goes beyond distance and time is something that I find amazing. Something that not everyone is lucky to have... Something... that I really really really cherish.

One of the world's greatest gift

2011-04-01T08:45:00.000-07:00

Nothing beats a good night heart to heart talk with your best friend. I practically poured out my whole heart to Serene today and it really feels so fantabulous to share your troubles with someone. Someone who cares and who is willing to listen. Most importantly that someone loves you and bothers to make the time and effort for you.

Today i have travelled all around Singapore. The weather is so crazily hot that it feels like i'm walking in the desert!!! -.- First up is Tampines, second MI, third NUS and forth SMU. MY LEGS ARE ACHING LIKE MAD NOW. Okay i am exaggerating but my muscles does ache a bit :( And thank you Shawn for accompanying me to NUS even though you are sick. I appreciate it and looking forward to eating ICHIBAN with you in june! Study hard in the meantime!

Greedy

2011-03-31T09:29:00.000-07:00

The deadliest sin of all - Greed. I am too greedy for my own good. This is bad. I should be contented for God has been gracious and merciful to me.

So I will be contented and satisfied because I try to remind myself that everyday and God is working with me to put aside all my greediness!

Oh yes, Happy April Fool people!!!!!

Dear NUS

2011-03-31T04:46:00.000-07:00

Dear NUS,

WHY IS MY APPLICATION STATUS STILL AWAITING DOCUMENTS?!?!

I have clearly send my supporting documents to NUS through SPEED MAIL(which is bloody costly) and it would have reached NUS by yesterday. Why is it that my status has not yet changed? I could only think of 2 reasons for this.

1) Your system sucks and is very inefficient.

2) The speedmail isn't any speedmail at all. If that is the case, I promise i will hound them for a good explanation. BUT i doubt this is the case.

I'm feeling super cheesed off right now. I worry. I have no faith when i'm supposed too. CHEESED. And dear NUS, u r not making this any better.

Psalm 147:3

2011-03-29T21:22:00.000-07:00

He HEALS the BROKEN in HEART and BINDS up their WOUNDS- Psalm 147:3

What a wonderful God we have. You know, there is a famous quote saying that Time Heals All Wounds. While that is effective to a certain extent, there are some wounds that hurt so deep that time could only seem to relieve it little by little but it is nonetheless etched into our hearts- some even as clear as it all just happened yesterday. Well lucky for me, my memory fails me over time. HAHA.

At all times there can be only one MESSIAH who could take all these pain and hurt away and let our wounds be healed. You ask me - whose that? Read the top verse mate ;) Yes, we have a Great God who cares and love for us so why not rely on him for comfort and strength? For all you know, he works in miraculous and surprising ways.

Stupidity

2011-03-28T20:25:00.000-07:00

I will be making a trip down to NUS later. Why? Because I stupidly lost the letter which contained my admission pin number which is needed for the NUS undergraduate admission form. How did I lost it? Well I happily misplaced it because I thought it was NOT IMPORTANT. I REALLY FEEL LIKE STRANGLING MYSELF RIGHT NOW. ARGH.

Actually i am not that angry now.. I've passed that stage- yesterday. But it feels more comforting if I just keep blaming myself. Haha. Well everything has a bright side to it. That means I won't be cooped up at home today(even though I wish to). Recently I feel that I have become more annoying, especially at home. This is not good and I want to say sorry to those who have been pricked by my annoying vibe.

Omgoodness

2011-03-26T08:56:00.000-07:00

In addition to the general NTU requirements, all applicants seeking entry to the Bachelor of Fine Arts Degree program at the School of Art, Design and Media are required to prepare and submit the following materials for admission assessment.

A Portfolio
A Personal Statement
Creative Writing/Film
Three Drawings

What the heck man. Out of the above 4 items, i only have 3 drawings and a pretty pathetic scrapbook for portfolio which consists of all my past manga drawings. I am seriously contemplating to put this course as one of my choices!!! T_T I could have save all the trouble. Seriously. Sheesh. What's more, I am totally clueless of what to do regarding the creative writing or flim?!?! I am so not creative(in some ways) and so not good at writing. I barely scraped through my GP with a C and yes, I thank God for it. However... why does all these sound as excuses and a cover-up for my laziness?!?! What should I do... Help someone!

PS: Pray for Rachel! She is down with stomach flu and I know it all too well that how terrible and painful that must have felt :( Not forgetting Cher to be less preoccupied with her stuff too!

These days..

2011-03-25T10:03:00.000-07:00

These days.. I often think: A little love, a little humility and a little care will make the world a better place.

As I slowly progress into adulthood, I often worry losing myself in the process(especially during work). I want to cling on to a bit of childlike-ness. The traits of me being bubbly, open and my innocence are something that I do not wish to lose as i grow older. But on the other hand, I am really thankful for ageing. I've grown to be more mature, caring and loving( so very self- complimentary. Heh :P). Best of all, I've grown closer to God.

I really enjoyed myself tonight. Few years have passed and hanging out with the church ppl have never been the least bit boring for me. Every outing never fails to refresh me. Fellowship- thats what it's called- is something I really thank God for. Thank you Jesus for putting wonderful friends by my side. Not forgetting, the world's most awesome family and relatives <3>

On a more dampening note, please continue to pray for the Japanese. Dear lord, please grant us a heart of love and empathy that we may remember to love and care for others just like how you love us. It's impossible but hey! at least we try :)

Kimchi fried rice

2011-03-23T07:50:00.001-07:00

I have just concluded that Kimchi(by itself) is a very acquired taste. Initially, i disliked it a lot but as i attempt to eat more of it, it actually tasted pretty ok.. Ah well. Why am i talking about kimchi? Because i'm kinda addicted to it recently. I still do not exactly enjoy the taste of kimchi itself however it tasted really FANTASTIC when cooked with other foods.

Talking about kimchi makes me really happy. This is because i have an AWESOME(really really awesome) best friend who bothers to cook for me despite her feeling tired. I mean, how many friends am actually willing to cook for me?!?! Well.. quite a lot actually. Ahahahaha. To say the truth, i doubt there's many and Serene being my BFF cooked it for me on tues. I love you dear and i thank you for your really super yummy kimchi fried rice(UNPARALLELED). Okay, i admit i am bias but the fried rice really tasted good.

Thank you lord for blessing me with such a bestie. Her fried rice not only warms my stomach but my heart as well. You have no idea how good it feels when someone really bothers to cook just for you.

That aside, i'm looking forward to tmr. It is my last day at WORK. TATA!! Bye Bye TNT! And let's not meet again :) ahahaha. Just kidding. Work has its perks- the money and the company. Besides that, i don't think i will even miss TNT an INCH. Ah well, the managing director is really really nice though. Great person he is :) Hope he continues to be like this because working for a good and friendly boss beats anytime working for a bad and unfriendly boss. Sadly... he's not my boss in TNT. LOL.

To Beloved

2011-03-22T04:44:00.000-07:00

To my very beloved(female in case anyone is mistaken),

Please stop making me worry. Open up and share. We had promised to- that we will share almost everything with each other. Please do not carry the burden and heavy load alone. I cannot lift it up for you but I can encourage you and possibly give u the necessary strength to carry on- If you open up your heart. I love you! <3

From yours truly, who love you more than anyone else(except God).

In times like these

2011-03-20T04:50:00.000-07:00

I doubt anyone actually bothered to visit this old rusted blog of mine. After all, they probably knew that i'm a lazy person whose too lazy to update :P hahaha. Anyway, that's not the point. There are a few occasional times that i will reflect a lot on the day and during such times, i will feel a little down. These usually happen when i woke up from an evening sleep. Today's night is such a day.

You know, i have NO IDEA why i feel so tired recently and this is especially after i started work. It is NOT a psychology problem. lol. Though maybe it makes up a small part of it :P I have been sleeping very early for work to ensure that i have sufficient energy to last the whole of next day. It is not working. Somehow towards the end of the week, i became very very very lethargic. Maybe it's because my weekends are usually so packed and i felt even more tired after that(Not forgetting that i go swimming every sat) Maybe, i should give myself a short break. Anyway, it shouldn't be much of a problem since my work ends next thursday :DDD HIP HIP HOORAY!!!!

Ah.. But there are always two sides to a coin. There are down sides of me ending my work so soon. I won't be able to enjoy the company of my working colleagues anymore Namely, Amanda and Poh Ying. They are without a doubt, the ppl who brighten my boring work life everyday. Without them... I don't even want to think about it -.- My department working colleagues are pretty nice too(except my boss) and i had just started to really warm up to them.. only after like about a month :P lol. But besides the social factor, there's pretty much nothing left for me to want to stay working any longer. LOL. However, it is God's grace and faithfulness that i had such a good working environment. I mean I considered myself really lucky and am thankful that i landed myself in this job. No regrets. But loads of complaints( Thanks Jiayin and Vanessa for listening to my complaints everytime <3)>

Random thought: I felt like such a spoilt brat today. I've grown so much but yet remained the same. Now that i think about it, maybe it's not so much of a bad thing. It is good for Leong Jia Min to mature but nonetheless have elements of Leong Jia Min inside her :))

Reality check

2010-06-19T07:27:00.000-07:00

The japanese words means I love you Grandpa. Today i was reminded of the sadness and pain that one faces when losing a love one. Reality check - Cherish your love ones before they are gone.

itouch

2010-06-16T10:32:00.000-07:00

My sister complained that my itouch kept hanging halfway when she blogged. Thus, I decided to try it out myself and proved the thesis wrong!! Haha. Somehow it doesn't seem to be the case for me leh jy. Hahaha!! Seems like the itouch recognize it's owner eh :)

A great week-away!

2010-06-13T08:33:00.000-07:00

What a fantastic weekend i had!!!! Sat was celebrating dear Sharon's birthday and cell group bible study. Sunday was fun sunday with bowling along with fellowship and grp study. Indeed, it had been a meaningful weekend <3>

But with pleasure comes the huge splurge of money $$$ I spent quite a lot and am a little broke for the rest of the week from monday to friday. I estimated having around $7 to spend a day. That simply means no more good food for me T_T hahaha. Study sessions outside do suck up quite some ching($) ching($) u know. Esp one which name is Starbucks. RAWR. And esplanade library which sells yummy brownies T_T Boohoo. Okays, morale of the story is to SCRIMP AND SAVE. I must remb to live within my means. Which means $7 bucks a day( i must constantly remind myself HAHA).

Movie(Mamurduke...), KTV(my greatest satisfaction), BS, Bowling, Starbucks(study session), Ashtons(Slurps and Drools!!!!) pretty much sum up my whole weekend. Man, bowling was so hiliarious and man, did i enjoyed myself greatly!!!!! It was the greatest bowling session i ever had since 2007! :DD

In many ways, bowling and studying is rather similar. When i bowled super lousy during the first game, i cannot find the motivation to bowl and my morale is pretty low but my friends encouragement gave me the courage to continue bowling :) I am really quite embarrassed of my low score ==" hahaha. Really. Thankfully the next game was much better and i felt so hyper and motivated to bowl!! My morale boosted back up itself again :DD HAHAHA!!! I think it's because i concentrated more and i looked at the dots to guide my direction. By doing so, my score is really satisfying(according to my standard of course)!! Therefore, isn't this just a bit like studying ;)

I love you grandpa

2010-06-11T09:11:00.000-07:00

私はおじいちゃんあなたを愛して

In case you are wondering what the jap words mean, come and ask me personally :)
Oh yes, not forgetting.... Happy Birthday Sharon Lu :))) One year older means you are getting wiser! hahaha :DD

Blogger is my diary

2010-06-09T10:44:00.000-07:00

Blogger is the closest thing as a diary for me. Just not a very private one, haha. Therefore i will try to update this rusty old blog of mine more often. Not too long ago, i was reading through my past posts and this brings back many good memories for me. The oldest post was written during my sec 2 year. Hahaha. This blog has actually been with me for 6 years, coming 7 this year.

This blog is an intangible asset where i can't touch it physically but it holds many important memories for me. You know, memory fails over time. So i must say i am thankful that this blog is here to store my past, present and the upcoming future. Of course, bottomline is i had to rid myself of laziness and update my blog! haha.

Hm. I'm actually kind of lost of what to update about. Maybe i shall start with the things i look forward to in the remaining week- ROCK CLIMBING ON SAT!!! It's been ages since my last rock climbing. And i vividly remembered that i enjoyed it so much even though i can't rock climb very well :DD hahaha!!

It will be good exercise for this flabby body of mine which haven't been exercising for 1 month plus. Oh the thought. *faints* Just horrid. To add on to my already very lazy and unhealthy lifestyle, i've been eating many unhealthy food recently. Uh oh. Not good for my poor body and my POOR FACE. LOL. When i eat fattening food (T_T), the very first part which u can see growing fat is my FACE!!! RAWR!!! So in order to keep my face slim and nice, i have to exercise regularly. Tsk tsk.

The next event im looking forward to is fellowship bowling on sunday :))) I haven't been in church for 2 weeks *guilty* and i really missed my church friends. So this sunday would mean a good opportunity to catch up <3>

Come to think of it, sunday will be a hectic day for me. After bowling and lunch with churchies, i will be heading to Millennia Walk Coffee Bean to study with Yong Jie(FINALLY I'M HEADING BACK TO BOOKS). I can really study efficiently outside because there are less distractions. I can't study at home T_T And following that, we will be heading to class bbq at night :))) Hectic right? I know.

How to?

2010-05-30T09:14:00.000-07:00

I've got this burning question in my heart and mind and soul right now. If u really really really love a person, how do u show it? If u really really really want to make her/him feel loved, how do u do it?

Damn it, im lousy at these matters. Maybe it's because im lazy to go beyond my comfort zone, maybe it's because i don't love the person enough, maybe it's because i choose to show my love in a different way.

But if u really love a person, it can be felt rite? Or will it not...? I don't know man. I love certain people in my life and i want to make them happy but more often than not, i realised that i can't really be bothered to go an extra mile. Worse, sometimes my stupid, bad, horrid, transient needs caused me do many things that i don't mean to. However, those "needs" can never ever replace my love ones in my life. NEVER EVER. Not today, not tomorrow.

And if ur wondering if i'm talking about BGR, you are sorely mistaken. There are many things in life that i believe are worth so much more my attention now. But it's just that... just that... i'm a careless person. I hurt people very... very... easily... because of my carelessness. But i shall improve to be more tactful. No use brooding and regretting the past. Because there is the future that i can look forward and make up to.

If i say i love you many times, can u feel it? hahaha.. I wonder... O.o

You were once

2010-05-21T00:06:00.000-07:00

You were once my motivation. But no more.

I've got enough of flings. ENOUGH. PERIOD.

Let me just recollect my feelings and give myself some time. I believe it is all just a passing phase of life and before i know it, i will start smiling to you again. Only this time, as a friend. Nonetheless, thank you for all the wonderful and good memories. Now i've something much more to push my life ahead. Once again, thank you for the good times.

Shit happens

2010-05-07T07:22:00.000-07:00

I never use to believe the saying that "Shit happens". Oh well, seems like im wrong. Shit does happen and worse, it happens around ur close ones. That seems to perfectly describe what Serene and i had each encountered in our lives this week- Which sucks but on the bright side, both of us learned something from it :) Amazing.

I just realised that im not very good at conveying my feelings through blogger, basically journalism and writings actually. Unless i feel very strong about a particular incident or opinion. Oh wells.

Im not emo-ing. At least i dont think i am. After all, one should always be positive and look forward to tomorrow. It will definitely be a better day :))

:S

2010-04-27T07:28:00.001-07:00

OMGOSH GOSH GOSH~~ Can someone push me to study??? Maybe except for my aunt and dad... HAHAHA. Please i badly need to start but im just not starting!!! ARGH!!!!! RAWR. Too many distractions... TOO MANY.

Sick

2010-04-12T05:11:00.000-07:00

Uh oh. I can feel my fever coming back to me............. Rawr. Today was a day wasted ==" I spent it watching Air Gear when i should have used the time to rest :S Sighs. When will i wake up?

Dreams

2010-04-09T08:05:00.000-07:00

In 2010, I found out what my biggest dream is. With that dream, it can propel me forward like never before. I bet your wondering.. what special dream is that.. Well, i will tell you if u ask me :) It is a simple but yet powerful dream.

I just watched Les Miserables Musical online.. Wow. It's a breathtaking musical and the singers are seriously very very very very very very very powerful and good. Their voices are great and very pleasing to the ears!!! How i wished i could have witness the musical in reality and how i hope that i can sing like that :P Oh well, nothing's impossible right? hahaha! :) I recemmend you to watch this musical if u have enough time to spare. Not like i have much time on my hands either but i think it is really worth the time <3

I enjoyed these particular songs from the musical.
1) I dreamed a dream
2)Do you hear the people sing?
3) One day more!

They are meaningful songs. Thumbs up!!!

WSGATF

2010-04-03T08:13:00.000-07:00

Alvin :)

Andre :)

Woohoo!!!(Got nothing better to do, HAHAHA!!)

My most precious food comm. Peishan and Kae Xiang missing.

WSGATF was finally over on 2/4/2010, last friday. And believe it or not, i already started missing it. Hahaha. How stupid right? But that's how important it meant to me. How time flies. It seems only like yest that they just selected Alvin to head the programme and in a flash, everything's over.

I am always harping that Andre should treat the whole food comm supper whereas actually what i really feel deep down, is the other way around. hahahahaha!! I am so very happy that i landed with being the food ic even though i was complaining from the start and even at the end, i didnt stop complaining. HAHAHA!! But it was really so much fun- attending meetings and the big cook off together with the food comm!!!!

I just remembered that when we had our very first meeting, i was so super quiet. HAHAHA. It was so funny because i was quite shy to shout out my views and i also dont really know what to say.. Imma shy girl, y'know? hahahaha!! But overtime, it gets better and i got braver :) Looking at how we came this far, i can only say that im very proud and glad to be a part of this. I really want to thank the ppl who helped me out in this event. The food serving team and the cooking team. Esp the new youths who are so willing to step out like Charissa, Alban, David, Joel Chen, Delicia etc. And for Kae Xiang too :DDD I didn't know it was so much fun to cook with your friends actually. hahaha. You guys should try it out someday ;)

Many thanks to the..

Cooking team

1) JARED

2) SHUANG NING

3) VANESSA

4) SUNNY(even though its only for an hour :P)

5) PEI SHAN

6) AUNTY MUING

Serving team
1) Lijun

2) Eliza

3) Delicia

4) Charissa

5) David

6) Joel Chen

7) Alban

8) Claire

9) Kae Xiang

10) And all the uncles and aunties and ppl who helped served. Sorry if i missed out any. heh.

That being said, i still had many other ppl to thank for on my list. Like Aunty Jenny, Alvin, Andre, Shangjun, Alaska, Sarah, Jamesy etc. But there's just too many and im just too lazy. hahaha. But i hope you know who you are <3>

Life has been a whirl recently. So many things happen at such a short time. Thankfully, they are all good things. But now i think i should settle down and be finally ready to embark on serious studying and having no life for the next 30 weeks of my life. It is my A level year after all. But i dont know why, it doesnt feel like it at all and this is really bad!!! ==!!!

FEEL THE RUSH LEONG JIA MIN!!! RUSH RUSH RUSH! MUG MUG MUG!!! That's what i always told myself. But my reply will always be huh? hahahah. Im being crazy here.

Most importantly, THANK YOU JESUS FOR EVERYTHING!!

PS: Justin Bieber is my love now <3

Absolutely

2010-03-28T09:01:00.000-07:00

This picture was taken in 2007 which is 3 years ago. I actually took this from friendster... Hahaha! I've grown so much since then.. :) Both physically and mentally and spiritually.

I was telling myself that i must blog today. Because today is a very special day. The day that i first led worship, 28/3/2010. It was an incredible experience. I enjoyed it thoroughly though i was quite stress in between. And GOD is really faithful to see my team and i through. Even though everything was pretty last minute, everything just flows nicely on sunday worship :') Incredible? Yes, VERY.

As i was looking back on the sat practices and actual worship on sunday, i concluded- it had been fun :DDD

But what impacted me most(besides God's faithfulness) is the encouragement and support from others today. Every support is making me less anxious(it is super impt to me because i have stage fright). Every comment and msg is making me realise something. That i am growing.. growing.. growing... Im no longer the brat i was. Okay, maybe i still am but i improved for sure. HAHAHA!!! This year i had taken on so many more roles that is letting me experience something new. Every role seems to be reminding me that i am growing up and im able to take responsibility and lead now. Of course i am still learning and improving. I hope i dont sound egoistic because that definitely wasnt my intention :P I am just happy... really happy. So happy that im smiling when i think back about everything recently.

Most importantly i hope that i will continue to grow closer to God.. everyday. I find happiness and hope in GOD and fellowship, do you? I dont know. But i do. Of course those aren't my only sources :) But everything originates from God. He is the one who provided the sources for me to find happiness from.

Actually there are so much more things that i want to say but i just couldnt put it in words well enough to bring my whole feelings across because my vocab is limited. I shall just end with this sms that hits me like a bus today. Just part of it though.

Btw thx man u kinda led me into these serving stuffs starting tat time u look for facilitators.

Just as others look out for me and give me the opportunity to serve, i must learn to look out for others too because i know that there are many out there who are waiting to be approached.

Term 2

2010-03-21T07:20:00.000-07:00

So not ready for Term 2 yet. I know when this term starts, so do all the mugging too :( Thing is.. i have not gotten over my holiday mood yet. Bleah.

Starting from when..?

2010-03-14T10:17:00.000-07:00

With leadership comes responsibility.

Dang. I hate the responsibility part. But that doesnt mean i will not be responsible.

Burned out on the starting of holidays. Not Good.

Beauty

2010-03-09T04:55:00.000-08:00

Beauty comes at the cost of pain. This painfully applies to braces. Especially at tightening days :) hahaha. But seeing how straight my teeth is becoming, the overflowing happiness made me forget all the pain.

Haiti

2010-01-17T07:05:00.000-08:00

Dear Haiti citizens, i pray that you will receive care, love and most importantly aid asap. How i wish and wish that all unhappiness and sadness can be washed away in an instant. The aftermath of the earthquake must have been devestating :(

But at times like this, I know that God will watch over these people. Trust in him and he will be your comfort and shelter. I wish you well, Haiti.

A day at the zoo

2010-01-16T07:33:00.001-08:00

A day at the zoo with the church mates :) hahaha.

Today was a wonderful saturday but a very tiring one. The drawback is i did not have time to study today :( Uh oh. Not good. I better not go back to my old ways. I guess i must mug for the whole of sunday tmr :( Not to mention i have not finish my mob essay. Shucks. I must stay ahead, be prepared and persevere to be hardworking.

Besides all the academic, i need to beef up my badminton skills too. ARGH!!! I really really really have a ton of things to do!!!!!!!! Oh my goodness. I pray that i will have good time management. It's going to be the 2nd week of school and im already not managing my time well. Maybe i shudnt go out on sat anymore.

Exhausted

2010-01-15T07:46:00.000-08:00

Tired. Shagged. Exhausted. Can anything be more tiring when you are trying to balance school work and CCA? And since my CCA is badminton, it really really really is a huge toil on body. Thank Goodness Its Friday! I really want to thank God for helping me last throughout the whole week :S

A divisions is coming up. That means more and tougher trainings are coming up :S Not to mention pe training for napha on week 5 :S Goodness. I must pass well so to not embarrass badminton! hahaha.

Can i last through this hectic schedule? I have to. I have no choice.

Lucky

2010-01-14T04:08:00.000-08:00

Oohwah!!!! I ate 3 bowls(chinese bowl size) of rice and 2 pieces of raisin bread!!! Luckily i have badminton to burn off the cabo and fats :) So fattenning. I cant afford to gain weight man. Im currently 35.6 kg :) hehehehe. And i shall stick to that. haha.

I am really glad and excited that i was delegated the task of being in charge for my badminton camp. It was a great honour. hehe. I hope that this badminton camp will be the most fun, memorable and meaningful one! Our aim of this camp is to bond the juniors and the seniors together. Man, my task is heavy. hahaha. But i believe i can do this :) With the help of others of course. haha.

Start if 2010

2010-01-12T05:43:00.000-08:00

Very sadly for me, school had started. And guess what? Im so not ready for school. Not ready, not prepared. Its my final year this year. The A level will be a big hurdle in my life that i have to pass. And i have to pass it well. I pray that i will do my best and God will do the rest! haha. In the bible it says leave your worries to God. It's very comforting to know that he wants to worry for me.. haha.

School had been great and class had been tiring. 3 to 4 periods of econs, accs, mob and gp will suck up all my brain juice. hahahaha. It is super tiring to keep awake ==" Lol. It will really be so amazing if i manage to endure this year! hahaha! But i know i can! Because if others can do it, so can Leong Jia Min <3>

I miss my holidays. Badly. 2009 hols had been one of my most memorable hols in my life :)

Revolve of life

2010-01-05T23:51:00.000-08:00

What does your life revolve around? Mine is currently revolving around outings. As school is going to start next monday, this is the last week that im allowed to enjoy myself fully to the max. Because A levels are starting, i cant afford to slack as i did in the past 19 years. Time to wake up and buck up.

Im very happy that I get to meet up with diff groups of ppl in my life this week. Everyday is a different group :) Its wonderful catching up with u peeps again. I guess i have no regrets when i start school! hahaha.

I have 2 very important new year resolutions of which i shall keep it a secret unless u ask me :)
I have 2 very important things i have to fulfill.
1) To go China with Jy.
2) To save more money for further education =DD

Materialism

2010-01-04T07:23:00.000-08:00

Dear lord, i pray that i will not be so materialistic.

Sighs. I have been struggling with many things recently. Internally. It seems that way because i have been more conscious of living a life that Jesus wants me to. It is not easy at all. I fail at almost every moment. It is really so hard :( But i shall improve. At least i shall not stop trying. If i stop trying, do me a favour and encourage me to go on ok?

On a lighter note, i get to meet my MI besties today :) They never fail to bring smiles to my face. I hope that we will always keep in contact. Even when we start out on our own individual paths and endless things will keep us busy. But we will always remember to make time for each other so that when we grow old, we can still look back at the good times together. That would be pure bliss. haha! Yes, that would be great :)

I just want to say... I really appreciate and love you guys many many. Thanks for the sheltering love and care u guys have provided for me in MI. Thank you :')

The eventful December

2010-01-02T05:28:00.001-08:00

December had been a meaningful month. In fact, it never fails to be :) Last december which is 2 days ago, i learned and experienced many things. Good and meaningful things. I love December. I cant wait for Dec 2010! haha! Because i know it is going to be the most wonderful and amazing month in 2010 just like the past Decembers.

Went to watch Avatar today. I finally manage to catch it!!! hahaha! It is a great movie! I would recommend for those who have not watch it yet :)

PS: Welcome back from India, Priya :) Missing you all the time <3>

The face

2009-12-10T07:01:00.000-08:00

The face is without a doubt, the most important feature of my body. I love it and i want to take care of it. I want to give the very best for it. So can u tell me - How do i take care of my face? I want to know. Simple and basic tips are perfectly fine and useful. So dont hesitate to share it with me NOW! hahaha :)

Im currently very stressed up about my facial complex. I bought products but ended up not using it. I am very confused and upset(waste money $$). I am very vexed about not knowing what to do. It sucks :( I guess all i can do now is to trust in Xiao gu gu. After all, her advice is never wrong for me. As far as i can remember :) haha.

It's all about church

2009-12-06T07:46:00.000-08:00

Rehearsal was fantastic today. I really enjoyed myself =D I want more practices!!! hahaha! But on the down side, i didnt get a chance to play diplomacy today. Oh well, there are always other chances =D

Youth camp is this sat. I cant wait. Because i know it in my heart that i will learn and experience something new. I always do at every youth camp! Best of all, i get to strengthen friendships and grow closer to God. So.. i will not miss youth camp. hehehe. But i dont think i will be staying overnight because i prefer my own bed. HAHAHA!!! Actually i had one more underlying reason. But im not gonna say it. haha. All right. It's 1155 now. I have training tmr =D Ciao ppl!!

Precious

2009-12-05T07:01:00.000-08:00

My 3 precious are overseas right now. Jiahui, Jiawei and Prerna. hahaha. Enjoy your trip my dear sisters :) Poor daddy is the only one stuck in singapore this year. HAHAHA. Only for the hols actually. He went overseas for work not too long ago... Germany. If my memory do not fail me..

Ahhh. Watch New Moon yest with jy and daddykins. FINALLY!!! I would say that if ur a twilight fan, it is worth watching. hahaha. AND JACOB IS SO CUTE. OMG!!! I LOVE YOU JACOB!!! HAHAHAH. He looks so good!!!! With a gorgeous build to add on it! Loves loves <3>

Hm. I had a sudden passion to go cycling and megazip. hahaha. Oh!!! And i want to say a big thank you to Jia Haur for the first birthday present this year :) So nice of you when we havent meet for a long time! Thank You!

Shagged

2009-12-03T05:28:00.000-08:00

Missing you already. hahaha. Big fat sucker! =P I.love.ya. <3

I am so EXHAUSTED. But i realised that an exhausting life is often a meaningful one. Everyday i seem to experience something new and interesting. Hahaha. Fyi, im flying to Thailand on 16th dec at night. It's my first time going there. Wonder what kind of a country it is :) Excited!!! hahaha.

Missing u lots

2009-11-30T21:56:00.000-08:00

Absence makes the heart grow fonder. Hahaha. I miss my cousins whom are studying overseas right now. I miss Jiayi, my KTV kaki. HAHAHAHA. And funny that i find myself missing Guanghao too. Though i never really spoke to him much. I guess it must be the cousin's blood at work. hahaha. As for Jiali, it's been a long time since i saw her. We should go ice skating asap :D hahhaha. But our schedules just doesnt match so nicely. Hais. I really miss my cousins... haha..

I miss my China friends a lot too. It's such a pain to endure another year of hols without u guys again. But.. at least i have really good memories to last me through. Enough to last for a lifetime. But i want more!!! hahaha. Look forward to next year where we will alas meet again :) I miss you miss you miss you miss you miss you miss you miss you times infinite!!!

I miss my Millennian besties too. Im thankful that i will be meeting them later :D It's been long. hahaha. Not very long actually. But seems like it to me. Today is the last day of ur A levels. Great! Here i want to say congrats for lasting this long! I believe hard effort will pay off :)) I love you Wendy, Jeslin and Priya <3

Weekends

2009-11-29T06:22:00.000-08:00

Im really really really really really happy that Jy took up the role of being the "girlfriend". Two of us acting in the same skit, it just gets me all excited!!!! hahahaha. After all, i love doing things together with jy :) And im glad that this year, im doing something different for Jesus during christmas eve! I really am going to act my best as a grandchild! hahahaha. Even though it gets pretty embarrassing because i have to act cute. HAHAHAHA!!! Come to think of it, i want to thank Ning for introducing me this role :D hahaha. It all started with you! lol. Thanks! Next time give me a bigger role. HAHAHAHA. Just kidding (:

I went to Sitex fair with Jy and Sm yest!!! It was the first time for going to the fair without daddykins! And it is the first time i bought a camera without daddykins! =O hahahahah. That sounded pretty childish.. ... But u know. Usually. I buy expensive things under my daddy's guidance. hahaha. I guess i've grown up(no way). hehe. I want to thank SM for her wonderful advice. And i must say that im impressed with your attitude. hahahahahaha!!! Great to have you around during times like this. hahahaha.

Oh well. On another note, welcome back Des!!! Ur finally back in SG. hahaha. And thank you for the chips! Im happy that i made the choice to go church today. Um, dont mistook me.. its not because of the chips. hahaha. ==" Church makes up an intergral part of my life. I think i should have the discipline to turn up regularly for it. But it's not as easy as it sounds. Not easy at all.

December

2009-11-25T06:06:00.000-08:00

December is coming soon. It is undoubtly my favourite month every year. Why? Because all the wonderful things seems to come from dec! Christmas, Thanksgiving, Birthday, Holidays, Youth camp, Gatherings, Outings etc! I cant wait to make this 2009 dec a meaningful one :)

I have decided on certain things i want to do in dec:
1) Mahjong (Havent been playing for a long time)
2) Retail therapy(hahahaha!!! Shopping time!!!)
3) More badminton trainings(anyone feels like ur up for a challenge? HAHAHA!!)
4) Organizing a fantastic badminton outing
5) KTV/K box( Havent been singing!!!!!!)
6) To love and spend more time with my family.

Hm. Seems like dec will be a very busy month for me :) But on the downside, i cant go to China Fuzhou Luoyuan this year.. I have been missing out a lot from my friends lives. But its ok. Because our friendship is able to withstand all things! And that includes the passage of time. Wait for me. Next year. I promise. I will fly to you :)

Happily ever after

2009-11-23T20:27:00.000-08:00

Do you believe in Happy Ever Afters?

Personally, i do. It might not be the most perfect ending as fairytales had. But i believe if we live our life according to God's will, it will be the happiest ending we will get. Yes, indeed there will be unavoidable sadness, anger, disappointment, hurt and hatred in life. But u know... ... no pain or hurt is ever lasting. One day they will stop and the sadness will be slowly washed away. Day by day, month by month, year by year. And through all this, we move on and learn to be stronger. That's life, isnt it? Ups and downs.

Sorry JY, i rip this topic off your blog. hahahahaha. I thought it was super interesting the way you blogged about it. Very intriguing :) Ah well, this post is solely about my personal opinion. I just feel like sharing it. So nice of me eh? hahahaa.

Love hurts

2009-11-22T00:48:00.000-08:00

Love.Hurts.

I was reading through my friend's blog and yet again im faced with reality. The reality that love hurts and it hurts so much, so much, so much. I do not know how that feels because i think i hadnt seriously love anyone yet. So i do not understand and i could not help. I wonder how is being in love feels like?

At the age of 18 turning 19 soon. i often had my thoughts revolve around things like this. It is very interesting but yet so fearful. I guess you can only depend on GOD to help you find the right person. The person who will love you with his or her all. Isnt it just wonderful thinking about it?

I finally know who N is. He revealed himself on a birthday card ==" Why dont u just admit it man? lol. Oh gosh. Next week is going to be hell of a week. But im still looking forward to it =D Hopefully my energy wont be drained so badly as it did this week.

Love is the closest thing to magic in life. Quoted from movie Aquamarine. You think so? Yeah, i think so.

Growing up

2009-11-18T05:04:00.000-08:00

I am glad that i let you bring me to prom. Seeing how well you've grown, it brings me a warmth feeling. I wonder, just wonder, how are you doing now.

On another note, i realised that growing is so amazing. It brings about so many changes, both physically and mentally. And here i am continuing to grow every day. Amazing. My Millennian besties have always been commenting on how much i've change and it's only a mere 3 years. haha. But somehow i like it when they said that. I like it so much. haha. Dear girls, i wish you all the best for your A levels. Your already halfway there, another half more to go :DDD Dont give up!!!

Missing out

2009-11-17T21:01:00.000-08:00

I missed out on badminton training today. Crap. I hope the whole team didnt get punished for me ==!!!

Maths

2009-11-09T00:50:00.000-08:00

Maths. A. Level. Exam.
It finally comes. It comes tmr. Actually i had one last year. hahahhahahaha. But it is different. Very different. Because this time im PROMOTED :)) Annddddddd im really feeling so anxious right now. I already screwed up my chinese. I cant afford to screw up maths. I CANT. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE GOD!!! I pray for the paper to be easy tmr.

You know if you ask me how much effort i put in for this exam, i seriously do not know the answer myself. I wish i can say it is 100% but i dont think so and im really not sure!!! But its definitely the hardest that i ever worked and slogged for. And i daresay more than 50%! oks, i sound like a total playful person who put in slightly more than 50% here. Thats.not.true!!! At least, i dont think it is. Hm...

Jmin diasppointment

2009-11-03T07:05:00.000-08:00

I name this post Jmin's disappointment. Im feeling so stressful and angry right now. All the vile feelings are all dwelling and boiling right inside of me. Sighs. I hate myself for putting myself in this predicament. And what am i talking about? Maths. Yes maths. Im very disappointed at myself and.. It hurts me when you get impatient. When i need help, arent u the one suppose to be the first to help me out? Now im afraid to even ask you one question. Worse still, my grades are at stake. Im not angry just hurt. It all boils down to my fault anyways. It.is.all.my.fault.

Random thoughts

2009-10-29T09:53:00.000-07:00

Hm. Do you know i love jap manga and anime?
hahaha. Just a random thought that passed through my mind today.

To a special someone:
Today i talk about you.
Today i remember the short and sweet moments we used to had.
Today i think about the one outing we had together.
Today i remember that you wore nicely just for me.
Today i think a lot about you.
Today i miss you.
Today i wonder what is the reason that we drifted apart.

But today, nothing is left but memories. You are now just a part of my past. A sweet sweet long time ago past.

Maths

2009-10-28T09:11:00.000-07:00

I need to be more focus and determine to do more maths. 12 more days to the final showdown! Uh oh, not good.

Lone Battle

2009-10-23T02:58:00.000-07:00

Today afternoon was my lone battle with maths. Just maths and I alone. Okays on second thought, im probably not alone. I believe God is with me thats why im able to persevere until now. 3hrs long of maths without break!!! Greatest accomplishment by far for h1 maths. Now now, let me explain how my lone battle with maths goes ok.

Swish!!! Bang!!! Clang!!! Clank!!!(all battle noises that i can imagine)

Easy Maths: ugh... Im dying...

JM leong: ahahaha!! One down! Next one!

Moderate Maths: U wont be able to defeat me!!!

JM leong: Hm.. U look like a slightly tougher one! But who cares! Come on!!! (feeling quite motivated after defeating the easy maths haahhahaha)

After 1o mins of ongoing fighting, there is no outcome..
After 15 minutes...

JM leong: Finally!!!! Whew. (feeling slightly mentally exhausted but still very motivated) Next!!!

Difficult Maths: Ur victory will stop right here and now!!!

JM leong: NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.
Okays. SO u might be difficult, but i should still try to defeat you!!! Heard of the Never say die and Holy spirit??? muhahahaha.

So JM leong is now in a fierce battle with difficult maths.
After 10 mins..
JM leong: Oh man!! This is really one tough guy, no joke!! :(((

After 15 mins..
JM leong: UGH!!!! RAH!!!! GRAH!!!! (starts to spout nonsense but still has not given up)

Difficult maths: O.O
After 20 mins ... ... ... ...
JM leong... ...

decides to flee!!!!!(temporary)/take a break. hahahahaha.

MATHS IS SO MENTALLY EXHAUSTING :S
So here i am taking a break by blogging :) I must continue until i defeat all maths!!!

301th

2009-10-15T07:24:00.000-07:00

This is my 301th post on blogger. hahaha. Didnt know that i blog so much already.. Im so worried. It feels like my heart could just jump out from my mouth anytime. Im threading on dangerous waters. And if the result turn out to be disappointing tmr, i only have myself to blame. You know, i have a whole family behind me. Just the thought of them being disappointed scares me so much. So So So much. The results that determines my faith tmr. All i can do now is to face it bravely and hope it will turn out just fine. After all, i dont expect much.

My fairytale in reality starts with me (PS: random)

Maths

2009-10-10T09:12:00.001-07:00

Today is what seems like maths overload. Seriously maths overload. And every maths question undoubtly sucks much of my brain juice and energy. Right now, im so glad to take a breather. Doing maths always always ALWAYS makes me stress. How silly. It is after all just one subject. Funny thing how it used to be my favourite in secondary school. I guess things change. And change extremely.

But im not giving up. Keep Moving Forward. And i hope i will keep to my promise.

First time

2009-10-02T22:48:00.000-07:00

I think this is the first time i feel that i could finally relate to her.. When i read her blog post, i feel that i understand her even more now.. and vice versa. Because Because BECAUSE she understands how i feel and i understand how she feels. It is all because we are both facing the same situation today.

You know dont say you understand people so easily. Dont say it like u really understand. The bottomline is do you? If you did not face the same situation as that particular person, you just will not and cannot understand. Only only when we are at par level, then we can come to mutual understanding. Only then can i understand what you are going through. Just like now.

No

2009-09-24T08:01:00.000-07:00

No. Not yet. Leong Jia Min, you have to tell yourself that exams aint OVER. I hope that very soon very soon all these nightmarish about the results will come to an end. Baka-ness. It is too late for any regrets now. Really really very baka-ness. On the other hand, Bloody Monday is completed T_T Sighs. I have to find other comics to entertain me. hahaha. After accounting paper that is.

Relaxed

2009-09-23T00:37:00.000-07:00

Finally. Today. I felt a twinge of relaxation. This huge burden call economics is finally off my shoulder!!! Temporary. There is still the results part to worry :( The results that will decide my future.. Oh well. But what's done is already done. No point crying over spilt milk. I still had one final examination coming up... Which is Accounting!!! My favourite subject :D And i want to make sure that i study really really hard for it. BECAUSE I WANT TO END THIS PROMOTIONAL EXAM WITH A BLAST!!! hahaha! Hopefully :))

Once upon a time in secondary school days, i had a good friend called Roseny Gurung. As i was browsing through her facebook randomly, i see how much she've changed. I then look at myself and see that i've changed too. I guess growing up is such an amazing process. haha.. Well. There was one time that my new mechanical pencil went missing and i was really upset about it. Roseny then gave me her old mechanical one. haha. It is really an old pencil but it means a lot to me.. haha.. Wierd.. And that pencil is still with me :))

Serene dear. I hope everything is going well in your work :DD

Junjie

2009-09-20T09:40:00.000-07:00

Ever tried working hard for something before? Something that you so badly want to achieve.. You know it sounds all so easy. Well. The cruel reality does not reflects this as an easy one. In fact.. it is so hard to work hard. haha You get it? I need the strength to carry on.. And my strength comes from.. many factors i guess. But for now it is just the pure thought of wanting to stay throughout my Millennia institute life. I.love.this.school. And i love prom even more. hahaha.

Junjie is leaving next tuesday to Cambridge.. Dear friend, i wish you all the best and hope you enjoy urself while studying!!! haha. Im hope u had fun in ur farewell lunch today :) I also wish Estelle who is currently in London all the best. I will miss you much girl :)) And junjie too. Oh!!! And i heard that Eugene has become a missionary! And he will be spending much of his time overseas! Hm. I dont know what to say. hahaha. JIAYOU Eugene!!! haha. And hopefully ur not deprived of food(think not) because ur already skinny enough.. HAHAHA! Well. That makes 3 precious people less in church for me..

Jeslin, Wendy, Prerna and Xinyi. I know A levels are closing up soon. Do your best girlies :)) I will be rooting for all of you <3>

Priorities

2009-08-22T10:04:00.000-07:00

I wonder if im putting my priorities right. I did revision first instead of doing homework today. That leaves the agony of completing it on sunday. The agony seems to be exaggerated on sundays.. No idea why. Maybe in my mind, sunday is termed as a PLAY day!!! hahaha. Oh wells. One thing for sure. Definitely no play days for me until after exams.

Okays. This is a totally random post because i am going to post about totally random stuff. Each para refers to different things. What in the world happen to my once near perfection face complexion? My face is like distorted with numerous oil seeds which will probably turn into gross pimples sooner or later. Yucks. Ah wells, but i still remain good looking. HAHAHA. Yes, i still love my face.. but it could and should and will be better. I know it will be because tmr i am going to visit the doctor. Okays. Maybe i exaggerated the situation here. It is not that bad but it is quite bad. It all boils down to perspective luh(edwin's fav quote hahahahahaa).

I hope Mandy dear is fine. Do get well soon! I will do my best to help you out in ur darkest time of need. hahaha!! I wonder how much of a help i can be for a temporary crippled person.. Maybe carrying ur bag eh. Service charge of 200% :) hahahaha.

Church. I will be going church tmr. Just want to say a big thank u for people who keeps encouraging me to go to church. Especially Sunny and Jane :)

Badminton. My most favourite sport aside from swimming. Actually i dont even know whether if im into swimming as much as i do before ==" Maybe im lying to myself. HAHAHA. Crazy. lol. Badminton trainings had a huge toil on me recently. I was so burned out after training!! And that leaves me a down side of having lesser time in doing homework and revision ==" BUT BUT it is just so so so much enjoyable this year ((: With juniors like Shawn, Dinesh, Fadzly etc it really motivate me and keeps my passion burning like a continuous flame. I guess teammates really matters <3>

I want to watch the movie UP. Heard that it is being recommended :D

Survival of the fittest. What is your thought toward this statement? What will then happen to the weaklings? What will then happen to me? hahahaha!!! Just kidding :)

Okays. Sleeping time!!! Or else i wont be able to wake up tmr..

Days of late

2009-08-11T08:14:00.001-07:00

In case your wondering, why is Jiamin so hard to contact recently is because i dont have a mobile phone during certain days. In fact quite some days. Bleah. Okays. It's not really bleah but just not used to it eh. After so many years of mobile technology, its wierd to not have it around u all of a sudden. But it is quite a blessing actually. Without my mobile phone, i seem to be more.. punctual. HAHAHA. And life is rather "quiet".

Oh wells. Life is going on pretty well even though i am grounded. It seems like im getting used to it pretty fast. Social life is not as important as i thought it would be to me. Of course, please dont mistook me as an anti social freak now. lol. I am willing to go out and have all the fun with u guys after my exams yeah :)) Cheers to that very day! hahaha. Which i believe is coming soon. After all, time flies :DD

And i realised i couldnt go for cg retreat!!Im grounded!!! Worse, it has to fall on the days before my very super important exams!!! GRAH!!!! i guess there is always the upcoming years.. but.. Im pretty upset over it. hahaha. Congrats to dear Sunny on passing his driving test. Finally, my personal chauffeur is here! hahahaha. Just kidding. But im looking forward to you driving me around! haha.

PS: I will be conveniently contactable again this sunday!!! Im getting a new phone! Muhahahahahaha!!! Geex. My hamsters are making wierd noises. ==" The noises that indicate they are fighting. Tsk.

Nothing much

2009-08-09T07:18:00.000-07:00

A combination of Macdonald hotcakes, roti prata and mango aint so pleasing for the stomach in the morning. Haha. Had a diarrhoea shortly afterward. haha!

Precious

2009-07-30T08:22:00.000-07:00

Life is really precious. No one else the right to take it away from anyone. The poor infant in a Texas home was killed by his mother. Stabbed and beheaded :'(

Dear little baby, i hope you are enjoying life in heaven right now. At least there will be no more suffering for you..

It is really so depressing to see these kind of things happen. But it is the process of learning how to cherish and love people more. Empathy is ingrain more in us through this. I dont know if it is for you, but it is for me. Humans really are amazing creatures, they can love people but at the same time they can also hurt.

I would like to share this song from Hillsongs United new album Across the earth: Tear Down The Walls. The song is called You hold me now.

No weeping, No hurt or pain
No suffering, You hold me now
You hold me now
No darkness, no sick or lame
No hiding, You hold me now
You hold me now.

Desmond

2009-07-28T07:23:00.001-07:00

This post is an entirely different one from the previous post(the one in light blue).

Just as i was about to break down once again, you saved me at the right time. I am glad and honoured to have you as a friend Desmond. You really are a life saver. You stopped my tears. You made me think that i did the right choice and will not regret it. Thank you so much.

In case your wondering what the hell is going on with my life. Let me tell you something, it's pretty screwed up now. Apparantly starting from this 5th week to promotional examinations, i am not allowed to go out on sat and sundays with the exception of going to church. I am supposed to stay home and study the whole freaking day. Wtfreak. Bye to my wondrous social life and HI to my psp and computer. HAHA!!! Of course this is a secret :)

The only sat i had left was for Sherman's 21st birthday party. And i can only go for half hour. Wtfreak again. Tell me i am doing the right thing. It is not entirely my choice to do this. If i could choose freely without consequences, i would definitely not do it this way. But i know in time i will come to regret if i dont do this. Ya get what im talking about? It is not my choice, but it is at the same time. Oxymoron.

Im grounded in short. My dear friends, please dont forget me in the meantime. Please. Really. Dont. Ohh, you could help by tagging on the tagboard and say i support you. It will help tremendously. Will update about my f*** up boring life here. So tempted to type the bad bad bad word out.... so tempted.... or maybe i already did indirectly. Lol. At least im left with school and church!!!

Unforgiving

2009-07-28T04:50:00.000-07:00

I hope Dear Lord that you help me to forgive and love more. Because of my impulsive actions, i have hurt many in my family. I have hurt the people i love most dearly. I have hurt myself. And no matter how many times i say sorry, i just cant express how really sorry i am. I love you 2. Maybe as time goes by and wounds heal, 3. Or maybe right now i am just denying myself that i love 3. But this time the hurt went too deep. Give me time. But i deeply believe that the love is still there. Just denying it.

My wish

2009-07-25T11:25:00.000-07:00

My wish is for my 2 beloved sisters to be always happy and to always stay close to God. I am so sorry for not being a good big sister. I love you two.

Small little things

2009-07-23T07:22:00.000-07:00

I am very thankful for this week. Especially towards Khadijah, Wei Ling, Alif and Bernard Chan. You might ask and wonder whats there to thank for? Well, these things are for me to know and for u to find out :) After all, i appreciate small little things in life.

Oh yes. HAPPY BIRTHDAY WENKAI!!! Hope u had a great one :DD

No idea

2009-07-18T20:25:00.000-07:00

You know i really have no idea. I do not know whether is it because im lazy or too occupied or just dont feel like it. I dont know. Beats me. But i know that God feels faraway from me most of the time. Sighs. But seriously I think im just lazy. I dont really want to face it.. because i know it is not an excuse for not turning up.. everyone is lazy too.. I guess i shouldnt go out late on saturdays so i will have enough energy the next day.. Geex. How how how???

I owe a serious apology to Desmond, Cheryl and Desiree. Sorry guys. Hope we can hang out next time soon! Please dont get mad at me if u guys are..

I just realised that Xbox 360 is super fun!!! Okays. Thats super random. I wonder if i should get that or ps3 because i know that if i get my hands on it, there is a very high chance that i will get addicted to it and it will make things even worse. For example not studying and not going to church even more. Worse still, i will probably outcast myself by staying at home all the time playing games. Well, i am not exaggerating!!! You have no idea how appealing games can be to me. Or maybe u can. I dont wana be outcasted and be an anti social freak!!! hahaha. So if im getting one of those, i pray hard that i will practise self control. Maybe i should get it after exams.. To play safe. Anyways, i probably need to prob my dad and save up more before getting it :)

Hallelujah! Just the thought of it bring smiles to my face :DDD

Sore loser

2009-07-15T07:22:00.000-07:00

I hate being a loser.
But i hate being a sore loser even more.
HAHAHA. But i am :((( Lol. This is so true when i was playing board games with my friends today. Sighs.

While i was talking to my grandpa today, he told me he was really bored. Well, i kinda feel helpless because there is nothing much i can do for him :(( But it must have been really boringggg. Sighs. I think i should talk to him more often. But i dont know what to say!!! hahaha!!! Anyways, i joked with him and asked him whether if he would want to borrow my psp to kill time :ppp hahaha!!! He didnt reply me... Probably didnt know what psp is. hahahaha. Hm. But somehow i could just imagine him playing.. LOL.

I have to start studying for end of year promos! But im doing nothing yet.. :SS Hopefully, i will start soon :)) Ohh!! Not forgetting praticising on my badminton skills!!!

Reminder to self: Get 4 footballs for Xlink activity. Anyone?

Jamesy

2009-07-14T06:18:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAMESY!!! :))) Hope u had an enjoyable one!

School has been great. In fact, i enjoy going to school. Haha. Life seems so much more fulfilled when school is going on. AND AND i cant wait for this thursday class outing!!! It will be my first with 08B2. I bet it will be a wonderful experience :)) We are going to have a heartwarming class dinner. HAHAHA!!! Well, i have many good and bad news to share. But i dont feel like posting them all here because bad news overweighs the good news. Sighs.

There's so many things on my mind now, it is about to burst! I think watching Harry Potter will be a relief for me. I. CANT. WAIT. Dang. There's just too many nice movies going on recently. On second thought, maybe not.

Good news: I scored A for my chinese for the first time in my Millennia life!!!

Bad news: I scored U for maths and MOB paper one part one =="

Eh. Someone tell me what is the point of scoring A? I hope other subjects will be slightly better... There are so many more bad news actually. Not regarding to exams.

Quotation

2009-07-08T08:31:00.000-07:00

"It is through these experiences that made us grow" - Leong Jia Yin.

Yeah. Life never goes the way we want it to. But we can choose to take these things in our stride and learn something from it. Cliche. I know. But it means a lot to me somehow. It is like something heavy has lifted from my heart. Thank you my amazing sister. I love you.

Uh.... FYI, im not experiencing unreciprocated love or any types of lovey dovey stuff right now. Just thought that you guys should know. hahaha!! My life is currently too filled with exams, exams and more exams! Darn!!

Lovelorn

2009-07-08T07:55:00.000-07:00

You know it is a sad thing when you witness your friend's love not being reciprocated. I wonder if i spelled that correctly.. But thats not the point.

But love is always like this isnt it? You cant force someone to like you.. Neither can you force yourself to like someone.. Therefore, im blessed to have Jesus Christ in my life. Because i know that he will help me to find the perfect one. No need to rush things.. Because he will eventually come.

I feel so oxymoronic(hahahaa!) when i wrote this. Because alike other youths, im impatient and impulsive. But i really want to mature in my thinking and doing. Im 18 going 19 this year. Maybe it is time that i take such stuff more seriously. Not saying that im playing or fooling around beforehand!! I am certainly not that kind of person :)) But i cant promise anything to myself.. Because my thinking is still what i would call young minded.. hahaha. But when i said this, that doesnt mean im going to change my ways, character or whatsoever. NO. hahaha. Leong Jia Min will always remain as who she is.

To my dear friends who are heartbroken, remember there is a friend who is always here to lend you a crying shoulder. Im not refering to anyone in particualar because i have witness way too many this week. Its not many in quantity but somehow it just feels that way too me.

Doggy

2009-07-07T05:07:00.001-07:00

OH MY GOSH. My many years unrealised dream is going to come true at end of year... Im going to get a puppy at the end of year!!! Im really really surprised that my dad allow us to get one!!! OH MAN!!! Like finally!!! Haha.

But i know it is not going to be an easy task. Owning a dog needs lifetime commitment. You have to care and love it. Not forgetting, cleaning up the poo :(( hahahas. But honestly, im looking forward to get my puppy :DD Hereby, i promise that i will take of you my dear lovable, until the day that u go to a place where i cant find you.. You guys will be the witnesses. Come to me babeh! hehehe. Oh yeah, econs exam was fine today. As usual, i have insufficient time. How retarded. One last paper to go!!! :DDD

PS: Weekends with churchies album is up on facebook! :)) It's pictures and more pictures about what i have been doing in the last weekend.

Exam jokes

2009-07-03T10:54:00.000-07:00

Muhahahaha! Exams are finally over!!!!! ... ... ... Yeah right. hahaha. I wish! Lols. But at least most papers are over :)) But i cant afford to relax. Not yet. So people, continue to encourage me yeah. I will appreciate it from the bottom of my heart. Really.

Let me tell u something funny that happened at the exam hall today.

Mr Eugene Chew(teacher in charge): All right students. Those whose temperature above 37.6 please report to the front right now.

So one girl slowly stand up from her seat and walked to the front..

Boy student: Wow. So good.

Mdm Siti(teacher whose taking down students temperature): Do u want me to record your temperature as 39 degree celcius then?

HAHAHAH!! Its freaking retarded. hahahahaha!! Because if ur temp is above 37.6, u cannot take the exam!! hahahaha!! Freaking funny. lols. This is the lazy students in MI ;) hahaha!

Quick

2009-07-02T05:28:00.000-07:00

You know, life is really too short for regrets. So people, dont do anything that u will regret later on in life. Like giving up studying for mid years ==" lol. This week is killer week. Has been missing sleep for 2 days. And i mean seriously not slping at all. Not even a wink. Gosh, im so burned out. Worse off, tmr have 2 exams!!! Its that freaking damned MOB and MATHS T_T My Gosh. Im so dead! My worse 2 subjects exams on the same day. Can any combination gets worse?!?! lol.

A slight update.
MOB paper 1- Horrific. The topics i studied didnt come out??? Bloody hell! Now i hate MOB even more!!! lol.

Econs Paper 2- Thanks a lot man. I burned midnight oil for you yet u totally demoralised me in the paper. Thanks thanks.

Accounts Paper 1- Finally a paper that i have confidence to pass. It will not be a very good pass though. Didnt complete studying.. But at least the midnight oil was pretty worth it. Muacks.

Jiayou Leong Jia Min.. Im dying... :SS

Dooms Day

2009-06-28T08:59:00.000-07:00

GOD PLEASE BLESS ME. Hahahahaha. Tmr is Doom's Day. Yes. It is the official start of Prelim 1 aka Mid years. If i fail it, thats it for me. I didnt really study much.. Sighs. I really want to pass A levels and go to university. But that dream seems so far away and unreachable now. But im going to fight my way through. Hopefully, i will study harder. Its late, but its beats nothing. FIGHTING JIA MIN!!! And my dear Millennians, lets work hard together.

Friday Night

2009-06-26T11:15:00.000-07:00

Camera shy. Tsk. Why are all guys like this? TSK.

The young and wacky yet mature juniors :)

Yummy pineapple rice at thai express

You know. Good company is really important. And i am glad that i have my badminton juniors as good influence. Especially when it is so near mid years T_T hahaha. Of course they are not the only ones. People like my dear cousin, sister, family, friends etc. Thanks. And i hope you will continue to encourage me! At least until my exams are over la. Huh huh?? haha.

Today, i had an enjoyable friday night with a bunch of badminton juniors. I shall skipped the details. But it was great. While we were enjoying ourselves, at the same time we were fretting about mid years. HAHAHAHA. Its super funny now that i think about it. HAHAHA!! I FINALLY WATCHED TRANSFORMERS REVENGE OF THE FALLEN!!! Hahaha!! And guess what? WE SAT AT THE FIRST ROW. Surprisingly, the seats aint that bad.. Funny huh. We watched it at GV marina. First row seats were pretty comfortable and whats more they give a relatively good and closeup view. Funny eh? lol.

Now about the show.. I shant be a spoiler. It was nice but wasnt as good as the previous one. Pretty draggy at some scenes and the movie was really long. Whats even worse was that i was controlling my pee. hahahahaa. Overall, i will say it is worth the 10 bucks i spent on the movie today! haha. PS: I posted pictures because i tot my blog is rather dull with only words and more words. HAHA!

Note to self and others in MI who are suffering: Jiayou Jiayou Jiayou! Fighting!! hehe :)) Time now is 2:29. Back to study in 5 mins time?

MOB

2009-06-25T10:15:00.000-07:00

MOB SUCKS LIKE SHYT!!!!!! IT SUCKS SUCKS SUCKS!!! Sighs. Why did i even took up that subject? FYI, MOB is a shortform of management of business. T_T Omg. IM GOING TO FAINT. Just studying it makes me puke. Whats worse is that the school notes sucks like SHYT!!! The paraphrasing and all is like OMG, WHAT ARE U TALKING ABOUT? hahaha. And every now and then, i have to refer to the dictionary to check out definitions. Bloody hell.

Sorry. I just could not suppress my stress and anger and blog is the only way i could vent it on since the time now is 01:17. Gosh. I just have no business sense :S I remembered seniors once called it a common sense subject. My foot. Does that means i have no common sense eh? No way! I have loads of that! Its just that u need to have the Business Common Sense. Hahaha! Its true.. Sighs.

But but nevertheless, even though it is a subject i dislike, i will put in effort to study. Because it is my responsibility. I take it, i have to study to score well. Who says everything is easy in life? No man.. Mob is an obstacle that i have to defeat. And i will put my all to pass MOB!!!! At least an E grade huh. I scored an S for common test. haha. Sighs. Hey, but that does not change the fact that Mob sucks. It still does.

I really need people's encouragement. It gives me the boost and enthusiasm to study. Alone in a studying battlefield is tough. But when there are people around to help and encourage you, u know.. Its not so hard after all.

Study

2009-06-24T01:46:00.000-07:00

Study Study Study. But why am i online? T_T

Touched

2009-06-19T09:12:00.000-07:00

Thank you, Serene. Thank you so much. Thank you for waking up early in the morning on thursday just to accompany me for my root canal treatment at orchard. I am blessed to have a friend like you. U know, words arent able to fully express how i feel inside.. Its much more than just thanks. The treatment is surprisingly painless. But the price sure is painful. hahaha. $920 for one molar.. Stupid molar. lol. Ah wells. At least i feel no pain and thats what important. If you guys need root canal, i recommend you my dentist :DD But thats if u never take good care of your teeth like me.. HAHAHA!

Thank you my dear sister and Leonard. Despite ur serious lack of energy, u guys still accompany me to my braces appointment today. Im grateful. With you two holding my hand, i have nothing to fear of. FEARLESS. At least that was how i felt at that point of time. That goes the same for my dear cousin too <3>

As i looked back, i sure came a long way. I had 2 cleanings, plucking of teeth and putting of metal ring, root canal and finally today braces. Only the upper part. hahahaha. The lower part still have to wait for 6-8 weeks. For my root canal to finish :)) I still have a 2nd root canal treatment. lol. I have problematic teeth. My phobia of dentist seems to disappear bit by bit with every visit. It isnt easy.. But it was definitely less tough with u guys around me.. :') Do u know how much your actions mean to me? I love you guys.

心

2009-06-16T01:57:00.000-07:00

有时候，用心和用眼睛去看待同一件事会有不一样的结果。

PS: This is quoted from the show <<王子变青蛙>>
How many times have we judge things by using our eyes? What you see might not be entirely true, sometimes the truth hides. I want to have faith in you.

You know what? Mid years are like coming in a few weeks time and i've not been studying!!! MY GOSH!!! I cant let history repeat again and here i am doing nothing!!! Get your hands off the com Leong Jia Min! TSK. haha.. Perseverence.. Determination.. Thats what i need right now.

2009-06-14T07:21:00.000-07:00

当你握紧我的手
我决定和你走
经历再多的挫折
也绝对不退缩
当河流都倒流
我还在你左右
一直陪伴你到时间的尽头

就算有一天
天和地都会分离
也永远不离也不弃
要和你在一起

为了你我可以
因为爱你我只能爱你
生命荡涤轮回里
你是唯一不忘的记忆
真正的爱过
才算真正的活过
爱你从此绝不会放手

不曾褪色的承诺
比永久还要久
痛过哭过也恨过
从未想放弃过
莫问我要理由
爱就是我所有
今生来世你是不变的守候

就算全世界
都要来与你为敌
也还要紧紧抱着你
泪不会掉一滴

为了你我可以
因为爱你我只能爱你
只要为你我愿意
牺牲一切都不觉可惜
真正的爱过
才算真正的活过
爱你从此再无他所求

haha.. That day when u sang it to me, u said u could sing it well.. hahaha. Oh well, i would say good enough! :) But not fantastic la.. hahaha. Luckily he doesnt read this blog, or else his ego would have gotten bigger. lol. Okays. Holidays are such a threat to mid years. I predict a gloomy future. hahaha. Oh well. Sunny's birthday is coming.. I hope my dear friend here will have the best and greatest birthday bash this sat!!! Whoots! haha. I wana play shadow hunters again! hahaha!! I cant believe the group stayed till 6am to play shadow hunters again and again! lol!! It was unbelievably fun. hahaha. And i enjoyed bullying Eugene in the game. hahahaha!! Hais. I miss badminton camp too. Pictures are uploaded on facebook <3

Admist

2009-06-11T06:01:00.000-07:00

Admist all this pain and suffering, i just have to think of happy memories and all pain will not be so painful as before. Well. I wasn't what you will exactly call going through pain and suffering, but to me its pretty much like it now. I just extracted my tooth :(( Its not painful but it is just SUPER DUPER UNCOMFORTABLE. Pray for me dear people that God will relieve this uncomfortness. hahaha. I seriously despise my low level of tolerance.. There are a few special people i want to thank..

1st: Xiao gu gu. Thank u so much! I appreciate your support loads!!! Thank u :')

2nd: Leong Jia Yi. My dear cousin, thanks for accompanying me through all this dental appointments. It is really a comfort to have you beside me. And there is more to come T_T lol.

3rd: Serene Seng and Yip Xin Yi. You two have been so interested in my matters concerning braces. I wonder why. Lol. Thanks for the support that you both have been giving me. Through sms, hugs, encouragement. Thank you. I love you both. Besties 4ever yeah.

4th: My beloved family.

5th: Mandy Tang. Hope u get well soon!! <3>

6th: My badminton mates. They are the ones i keep thinking about today. It is such wonderful and joyous to think about u guys. <3

And the list goes on..
If you are wondering why badminton mates, its because i had tremedous fun and enjoyment in badminton camp today. It was great getting to know you guys better. I believe badminton has become much more enjoyable because of you people :)) The memories today is what made the pain a bit more endurable. Will upload pics soon!

Expectations

2009-06-07T06:39:00.000-07:00

U know how it feels like when people have expectations of you? It rocks. But there is a price you have to pay. While you enjoy the glory it brings, it also bring forth pressure and stress. Sighs. Time to get back to studying. Aim for the moon then you will fall among the stars. Well, i hope to remain on the moon. hahaha.

Bedtime Story

2009-06-04T08:13:00.000-07:00

My dad was telling Jia Hui a bedtime story..

Dad: Once upon a time, there's a farm. What's inside the farm?

JiaHui: Cows

JiaMin: Jiahui

Jiahui: Pigs

JiaMin: Vampires

Jiahui: Chickens

JiaMin: Cockroach.

Dad&JiaHui:...

Hahahahaha. I just love disrupting bedtime stories :P Im going morning jogging with Serene tmr!!! hahaha. Its a first for me. I think its gonna be pretty interesting :DD Somehow i could just imagine it. Lol.

PS: Im putting my braces next thus 4pm. Only the upper part first. The lower part have to wait till my root canal is done. Im scared but excited at the same time. Bah.

Sat night

2009-05-30T09:29:00.000-07:00

I had an enjoyable sat night today. I spent it catching up with a good ol' friend of mine :) hahaha.

First we were suppose to meet at AMK hub. But i am late as usual. HAHAHA. Poor Guan Jie had to wait 20 mins for me.. Lol. Of course i was apologetic about it... like totally. hahahaha. Yes.. of course i am. Okays, moving on. We then head our way to Pepper lunch(we were having dinner though). We ate there because we had no choice as the other restaurants had long queues and we were starving.. hahaha. Oh well. Its sat night after all. After which we went shopping for guys cloths. Apparently this time im not the one to shop :DD hahaha. So proud of myself. LOL. This was actually one of the rare few times that i go shopping with guys.. hahaha. It was pretty interesting selecting cloths for him. Surprisingly, our tastes in cloths are quite similar. hahahaha. When guys bother to dress up, they can look really different. Come to think of it, that goes the same for girls too :) hahaha. Yeah. So in the end, he managed to buy 3 tops and 1 pants. All of the cloths above were chosen by Yours Truly. hahahah. The salesperson was like so happy. lol.

Oh crap. I forgot that i ate too much today :( When we were done with shopping, we went to coffee bean.. I ate chocolate brownie. And after that, Guan Jie went to buy durian pancakes for me.. Which is DOUBLE FATTENING. hahahah!! But its freaking delicious. Yum Yum. hahahah. Shucks. I really really need to exercise now.. Finally its home sweet home. Thanks good buddy. U made my day :D Especially regarding the durian pancakes.. Slurps. lol.

Sick

2009-05-28T07:27:00.000-07:00

I feel itchy itchy itchy! But its all ok now :D Im down with wierd sickness recently. So terrible. I better take better care of myself now... haha.

Week

2009-05-24T07:22:00.000-07:00

Its 1022 now. And im still procrastinating. A mountain of hw is waiting ahead.. God Bless Me. In fact, i shouldn't be blogging now. I should do my hw! yes.. I should.. Okays. Psychoing myself to do work aint working Boohoo T_T But i just have to do it. I will do it after this post. Promise. All right.

School was good as usual. With my precious darlings, hw and lectures cant bring me down! hahahaha!! Last friday we had badminton. Boy am i glad to have some exercise after so long! Im growing FAT. No kidding. No exaggaration. Even aunty rose(my maid) agrees with me. hahahaha. Never mind. I just need to play more badminton. Anyone? hahaha. Okays. Last friday after badminton, i went for dinner with the juniors. It was F-U-N and very meaningful. As i looked at the 2 witty juniors throughout the outing, i noticed how strong the friendship is between them. They have been friends since secondary school and now both are in Millennia Institute. They are also in the same cca- Badminton. I do not know how to describe it. But witnessing this friendship between these 2 boys has reminded me many stuff. It reminded me that i should cherish my friends more and friendship really takes 2 hands to clap. Those who drift apart from me, im pulling u back. Those who im close to, im want to take a step closer. Thank u my beloved juniors, i enjoyed the outing :)) Oh yes, they are really selfless too. I forgot to bring my cash for that day and i requested them to point to me where the atm is. They insisted on paying for me first. hahaha. How sweet. Of course in the end, i did pay them back. hahaha. Once again Thank U.

Sat. First up, i went to sakae sushi buffet with Van. hahaha. Both of us cant eat buffet for NUTS EH. hahahaha! Its craziness how we force ourselves to stuff the food down. HAHAHA. HEY. Please do take note that we are not being KIASU here. hahaha! It's just that we really ate too little. Not worth the money at all. Trust me. hahahah. We were so full that we didnt eat dinner. HAHAHA. After that was the breakdancing competition in VIVO. Congrats to Crestfallen for getting into semifinals!!! :DDD Im proud of u Siach!!! hahaha. The breakdancing competition was a big eye opener for me. ALL THE MOVES ARE SUPER COOL. The guests performances was really interesting too. hahaha. But the breakdancing is still the best part. Will upload video and pictures soon if blogger allows me too. If cant, please go to facebook. hahahaha. I cant wait for the upcoming ASIAN breakdance competition which is going to held at Singapore!! Woohoo!! I had a great day on sat. I really do :)

Sunday. This sure is a long post.. Church was great like always. hahaha. BS was super long. lol. But never mind, im not complaining. I got used to it already. hahaha. Im really starting to appreciate and love my CG more.. haha.. Anyways, i met up with Serene later in the evening. We were supposed to go to Serangoon Garden to eat but in the end we couldnt find any place to our liking. Therefore, we didnt eat there ==" What a wasted trip. hahahah!! Just kidding.. It aint really wasted because both of us managed to catch up and thats what matters.

PS: SIMS 3 is $74.90 T_T
The time now is 1113. Rats.

How well do u know Jia Min?

2009-05-21T04:07:00.000-07:00

How well do u think u know me? If u wana find out the answer, its easy. All u have to do is to log in to your facebook account and start doing my quiz! BEWARE if u fail, u shall have a taste of my wrath!!! hahaha. Just kidding. But frankly speaking, the quiz aint all that accurate. The ones who know me inside out whom are my sister and cousin, apparently they failed. HOW SADDENING. hahaha. Oh oh! And im glad Jes dearie scored 70%! <3>

Hm. A little update on my life. School was being fun as usual. It rocks when u go to school with the positive attitude and it rocks even further when u have wonderful compianionship :)

Photos

2009-05-17T06:33:00.001-07:00

Some white light is blocking his face.. I dont know whats that. hahaha.

Sunny and I.

The 3 cute giants. hahaha!!

Jeslin and I <3

Noobie truimphing me in the game.

ShangHai Flea market which is in Singapore. HAHAHA!!

Mandy is so brave to play this game.. HAHAHA <3

HAHAHA. IM SORRY BALAJI!!! LOL.

The cheerleaders of MI. Not me this time though. haha.

Edwin and I.

The MI lunch :))

Okays. So i have decided to upload pictures. Its a reward for those reading my previous super lengthy post. Its only a few though. To glance through all pictures, u still have to check out my facebook albums :D

BURNED OUT

2009-05-17T01:22:00.000-07:00

Ouch. Im all BURNED OUT. Im so so tired even after the many hours of rest. Sighs. Not only was i busy the whole of yesterday, i did not even had a good sleep. And what's coming later is the belated celebration of Mother's Day for my grandma. But i looked forward to it. I enjoy my family gatherings a lot. Hehe. But that still doesn't change the fact that im freaking BURNED OUT!!! hahahaha.

You know there are many many things that i want to share but because of my lag in blogging, i caused u ppl to miss out much interesting stuff on my life. My thoughts, many events, going outs etc. I plead guilty. hahaha. Now let me just fill u up with the most interesting event that just happened recently.

MI held its official opening yesterday. Congrats MI. You are officially open. hahahaha. It's because of such school events that it makes me realised how much i actually love Millennia Institute. I made many precious friends there and even till now im still in the making process. hahaha. I had many wonderful memories. I get to be a badminton player. I enjoyed cute romantic encounters. Most importantly, it is because of MI i have matured. You might be thinking right now.. Huh? Jiamin matured? Are u sure? hahahahah. Well if you've been my friend long enough, u will know that i did. I know i did. I love u MI. Okays. So besides attending the MI lunch in the morning, we had the carnival in the afternoon! Im proud to say that 08B2 food store was a ROARING SUCCESS!!! hahaha. Our store had one of the longest queue can! Whoots! And its all due to our team effort! Nice work 08b2! You guys are a wonderful class! :) The carnival was fun.. and CROWDED. HAHAHA. Freaking crowded. Ah well im glad. I mean what is a carnival without people? hahaha. All in all, it was a fruitful way to spend a saturday in school. I never expect myself to say something like this but i just did.

After the fun in school was the fun with the churchies! hahaha! But i was very tired by then. I had minimal energy left. So i was pretty quiet. Or am i? hahahaha. A VERY HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY TO JIEHUI!!! :DD hope u had a fun one. I know u did! After all u got dunked in the pool! hahaha!! Hey i actually think that u well deserve it because u made me came all the way down from home to yew tee to attend ur party.. HAHAHA. Just kidding! I entirely am! lol. I had my own share of fun. So we are on par now :P Im sorry guys for not turning up for church today. I hope u understand that i have to recharge energy or else... hahahaha. Man, im nasty when im low on energy. hahaha. Photos are uploaded on facebook. The usual, tag yourselves. hahaha.

Tired week

2009-05-10T06:30:00.000-07:00

My money.

My sister's money. Which is a lot more than mine. Shucks. HAHA!

None of the hotels and houses are mine. Im glad to just survive 2nd. HAHAHA.

My sister and her missing tooth. hahahaha.

Im tired. But it had been a fan-fan-fan-tastic week (: A div has finally came to an end. My score against PJC is... i had already stated it in my earlier post. My score against YJC is... im a reserve player. HAHA. My score against VJC is... Oh man, its the most embarassing score.. 2-21 for both sets. At least im lucky enough not to score love... HAHAHA. WHEW!!!

Now whats ahead of me is a pile of homework undone. SHUCKS. hahaha. I enjoyed the lunch i had with jamesy and gang today. HAHAHAHA. Whenever im with my church friends, i feel so so happy. U guys are really very special to me.. I had many interesting outings this week too. One of it includes Shumei, Jy and I buying the same school bag. Its not exactly the same but its definitely similar ;) hahaha. Ah. Shumei and Jy will get what i mean. hahahha. Its hilarious!!!(did i spell it correctly?) Next time the 3 of us should totally go out with the bag and take a photo :D hahaha. Btw thanks to Jy, Shumei and Leonard for coming to support my A Div :') Im very touched by you guys. Thank u. You have no idea how much this means to me. Well.. let me tell u. It means a lot. hahahaha. Yes seriously <3

Badminton

2009-04-29T06:02:00.000-07:00

29/4/2009 was my very first A div. I would say.... MY BODY IS ACHING ALL OVER RIGHT NOW. ESPECIALLY MY LEGS. PAIN PAIN PAIN!!!! haha.. Playing singles is a killer. Playing first singles is a further bloody killer. Honestly. I stretched my body to the max and i still cant reach the shuttle. Boo :( Because my footwork sucks. And my speed sucks too. In fact, i have no idea how much i suck until i played with my opponent today. hahaha. Rebecca is her name. I shall remember that :)

If you are wondering how in the world do i get to play singles, it is the coach's strategy. My singles aint aiming to win. But aiming to get as many points as possible. Haha. You catch the gist? Never mind if u dont get it :PP Nevertheless, playing singles was really tough. Seeing others play is so different from playing it yourself. You have no idea till u play it. hahaha. But can u believe it? Im actually feeling gleeful about it. I felt very honoured to get this chance to play singles. And I could say i give nearly my all in that game. Oh! I also really want to thank the badminton team for supporting me throughout. Especially Xin yi. I heard your support loud and clear dearlie :)) AND I REALLY WANT TO SAY A BIG THANK U TO (ex)07B3 & O8B2 MATES. You people really gave me loads of encouragement. I appreciate that. Thank u guys((:

In case your wondering. MI girls team lost to PJC. And my score for both sets is 5-21. Hm. Any comments? hahahaha. FEEL FREE TO COMMENT. hahaha. Anyways, CONGRATS TO MI BOYS TEAM for the match against SAJC! Our boys won :) And i think you guys put up a really good fight against VJC. Out of 5 sets, we won 1. Tomorrow the guys team is up agaisnt TPJC. JIAYOU!!! :)) Do your best and u will have no regrets. This statement is very true. Cheers to Millennia Badminton Team.

Martin Luther

2009-04-26T08:06:00.000-07:00

I enjoyed the movie screening Martin Luther today. It was really encouraging to see someone stand so firmly in his belief and faith in christ. I wana be like him too. haha. Maybe except for being the monk part... ... lol.

My dad is watching football AGAIN. The football seasons seems never ending! hahaha!! One comes after another. Lol. Im fine with it. Though im not really a football fan. But i watched it occasionally. Why? Something to talk to guys about luh. HAHA. Like: "Hey you know about this this this..?" hahaha! JUST KIDDING. Maybe it is part of the reason. But only a small part. Most of it was for general knowledge. If people ask me about it, i wouldn't want to be totally clueless do i? I dont wana be a clueless pig. hahaha. Hate that. I already am one in GP T_T I have very little( but not ZERO) general knowledge about worldly affairs. LOL. So am reading times megazine now. Look. DO I HAVE A CHOICE??? hahaha! At least it helps improve my english and hopefully GP. And people. Please remember the next time you talk to Leong Jia Min, talk about intelligent stuff. hahaha. Totally O.O I know. But hey, you will help me out wont u? GOOD LUCK TO BADMINTON BOYS TEAM TMR!!! They are up against VJC. Come on, thrash my sister school!! hahaha!! Do your best :))

Badminton outing

2009-04-24T08:04:00.000-07:00

Today was my first badminton outing. It wasn't exactly an outing. It was more of a dinner after training. Never thought this day will dawn upon me. But it did. How amazing. Haha. I will say its a pretty interesting experience. Thanks to Bryan for accompanying me most of the time. Im never closely related to my badminton mates. But today i am a step closer. Not to mention im growing closer to my coach too. Which is a good and beneficial thing. I can get discounts when purchasing badminton stuff from him. HAHA. To sum it all, badminton just rocks my socks. hahaha. Especially my cute lovely juniors. Okays. Maybe thats not an entirely good way to describe them because they are all males.. No girls intake this year :((

Enough about badminton. Lets talk about A div. Hahaha!! Our first A div for girls is on wednesday. We are up against PJ. It is going to be a pretty tough fight. But nevertheless, we will try our best right girls!!!(okays, im like cheering to myself because i seriously doubt my badminton mates knows about this blog haha) Hopefully the match will be a blast for Xinyi and I :) On an unhappy note. I have this seriously disturbing toothache. It hurts on a continuous basis. It doesn't go away. There are only 2 possible explanations for this. One- One of my teeth is probably decaying in one corner and dropping soon. Two- My wisdom tooth is in the process of growing. Freak. I had a strong gut feeling it is the second reason. Shucks. At least its keeping me awake in class. Tsk. Lol. It hurts :(( I cant stand pain luh! BOOHOO. Growth sucks. Hahaha. Just kidding. Only the tooth luh. Only the tooth.

2009-04-15T04:58:00.000-07:00

到此为止。这样已经够了。我若是再要求比这更多的话，那就太奢侈了。

There's just one sole thing that i dont understand. We seem to have much miscommunication between us. I wonder why. Hm. And sometimes i feel that your just not willing to hear me out. Or in fact evading me as and when you wish. Hais. Why my dear good buddy? Or maybe. Im being over sensitive. AGAIN! Hope not! haha! Im going shopping soon. Serious lack of cloths. Tsk.

Huang Bin

2009-04-13T07:23:00.000-07:00

The 2 cheerleaders of FMC. HAHAHA!

Omg. Didnt know these 2 guys are so so SO TALL!!!

WHOOTS. PICTURE OF THE YEAR. HAHA!

Hm. Those 2 behind me aint suppose to be there. HAHA!

My super duper cool sleek thin funky trendy beautiful gorgeous Motorola V9 wallpaper is a handsome guy. This guy's name is Huang Bin. He is my precious buddy in China :) For some reason when people looked at this wallpaper of mine, they felt surprised. Then they all go: Woo~~ Whose this guy? HAHAHA. My reply is always the same. And i go: He is one of my best buds in China. Why did i put him as my wallpaper? Well. Life has been busy and hectic for me that my mind has hardly anytime to wander around or to think about anything else. I do not want to forget these happy moments. Even if its momentarily. I put it as my wallpaper so the memories i had with them feels refreshing. As if it just happened yesterday. It is such a comfort to think about happy stuff in my everyday busy life. Even if its just for a minute. Of course, those werent my only happy memories. In fact you, who is probably reading my blog right now is one of them too. Now im going to post a few pictures on the youth easter programme- Audacity of Hope. The full album can be viewed in facebook. As usual, tag yourself. Haha. :D Oh. In case your wondering who is the guy im refering to on my MSN nick. Im refering to none other than Sunny. Yeah. He's cool just like me. HAHA.

A Div

2009-04-09T21:12:00.000-07:00

A div draws for girls: VJC, PJC, YJC. ... Im up against my sister school. ... Im actually feeling kinda excited. haha. JIAYOU MI BADMINTON TEAM :))

Competition

2009-04-09T06:47:00.000-07:00

My current goals:
1) To do my very best for A div, not to mention training hard.
2)To study hard.
3)To grow closer to God :)

Thank u girlies. Namely, Jeslin, Wendy and Prerna. You 3 have really cheered me up today. Times when im down, u gave me happiness unknowingly. Before i know it, i was smiling again. Thank U. Recently just felt like i committed a grave mistake and in knowing that i can never turn back time, i just break down. Of course not complete break down. But it almost felt liked it at that particular point of time. Everything to me seems so pessimist and gloom. But its fine now. I cant let myself go haywire at this important time. I need to train and study. You know the movie Skyhigh? It was said in the movie: "You might be surprised how forgiving true friends are." I believed that. I hope for someone's forgiveness. But forgiveness cant be forced upon. I will just have to wait till the time comes.. Hopefully, time will heal all wounds. I know it will. But all i want to say right now.. Im sorry. I've said it countless times. But everytime i've said, i meant it. And thanks sunny for asking me out for midnight movie. haha. It soothes my heart so much. I dont know why. hahah. I guess it simply meant there's another friend out there who misses and cares about me :) That is just so so comforting. Not to mention those who tag or read my blog ;) U people bother. And thats all i need to know.

Pizza Hut rocks today. HAHAHA. Lets go out soon again? Pretty please????? :)))) Oh yes. And i will keep those people who are in need of prayer in prayer..